Jan. 21st, 2001

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stayed up until 6am Saturday morning - overcompensating for going to bed by 1 for the past week due to peer pressure (ie my roommate goes to bed by midnight). caitlin woke me up for brunch, and i went back to sleep until she woke me up to go downtown to see snatch. i had *so* much fun - i love that movie. i'd forgotten that benicio del toro's in so little of it, though. :( fans of brad pitt will like his 'distraught' scene; everyone else will be blinded. i'm just an impartial observer. he looks really short in the movie, probably cause you usually see him standing next to big huge boxer guys.

came home, tried to figure out what was up with my net connection. it started working after a while, but i'm not sure if it was due to anything i did. and then it was time to go back downtown for crouching tiger.
i didn't like some of the flying effects, but that's probably just cause people laughed at them and spoiled the mood. it was a very good movie, and i'm glad andy pointed out how cool the music was cause i'm not sure i would have paid as much attention to it otherwise. lo was my favorite character, i think, the only one who gave in to emotions other than hatred and greed. neither of which he seemed to have at all.

talked to andy some when i got back. not enough, though. i was sleepy, and somehow we don't seem to say anything incredibly important. i really don't want him to become 'someone i dated once and who used to be my best friend,' cause that would suck.

caitlin's feeling really left out. tricia and cristina are off doing their own things. caitlin still calls to see if people want to go to brunch, but they've either left somewhere or have already eaten. so where there used to be more than a table full of people, today it was just catilin and i. and her roommate is moving into someone else's room in a few weeks. caitlin doesn't know if hitomi's being nice to the other girl or gotten tired of caitlin. and she doesn't want to ask, cause she doesn't really want to know....
poor girl. she stays up late, though, so i'll go visit when erica goes to bed 3 hours before i get sleepy. and cait's gonna come visit me during the day.

i'm really tired. and vaguely... upset? dissatisfied? something.. in that indescribable sort of way where it itches inside and just builds but you have no idea how to release the tension or even what's causing it. like when something's so beautiful you want to scream or cry or something. only in a bad way.
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feel sorry for me. i'm lonely and bored and sleepy and it's only 7pm.

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