Mar. 14th, 2001

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i think... too often i use this journal as a substitute for actually thinking. i just write down events and surface thoughts and emotion, and never really look deeper. i need to do that.

...right after my nap. ::sigh::
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"no, when you kiss me, i want to die."

what is this a quote from? i seem to remember buffy saying it to angel early on, but i'm not sure.
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went to get some chai so i'd be able to study, ended up getting a raspberry mocha too. yum. but now i have $35 of flex points to last me the rest of the semester... i'll have to figure out which of my friends have flex points and are going to be fighting over who gets to buy lunch at the end of the semester cause they've got too many points left over. i did that last year, cause i didn't buy much first semester and the points carried over.

must... have... chai...

i was talking to kate, who says there's a bed sheet in the green room with my name and middle school on it. wtf? but i left to get caffeine, and when i got back and sat down at the puter, i found out she'd signed off just as i'd walked back in the room. d'oh.

had dinner with amelia, inadvertently. poor girl is going insane over her upcoming o-chem test. i had salmon which tasted pretty much like most bon salmon - only edible cause it's impossible to completely ruin salmon. and i had some fake strawberries in syrup (supposed to go on angel food cake, which i don't like) for dessert. we left when it looked like we were probably going to get caught in food fight crossfire.

right. must study. bleh. it sucks taking a test when you haven't been in class for the past... oh, 3 weeks. yay for teachers who put their lecture notes on the web.
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whenever i have a dream that involves me having pets, i always end up losing them, or accidentally letting them loose, and they end up all over the place and getting into all sorts of weird things.
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more emode tests, and yet again, my answer isn't one of the options:
"Have you ever withheld sex to get your way?"
but... that would mean i wasn't getting sex! ::grin::

"have you ever made a promise that you have no intention of keeping? a: yes b: no c: yes, but i promise never to do that again."
that's the fun thing about my sca persona... if there's one thing gypsies do well, it's lying, creatively and often. you may not ever get a straight answer out of them, but you will get some pretty colorful lies. it's an art form. :)

the blurb for passive aggressive people (which i'm not, i had to tweak a lot to find it):
Don't feel too bad about hiding your anger. At least, not right now. When your spleen ruptures from internalized stress, then you can feel bad about it. Passive people act that way because they're ultimately sweet and don't want to upset anyone. While that may work for the short term, you end up looking like a real back-stabber when you, ah, stab someone in the back. Try to deal with your problems up front, and you probably won't have to renew your concealed weapons permit this year.

i just liked the bit about the weapons. :)

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