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found denny's. had a really greasy but good reuben. it reminded me of the toastie i had in molesworth at 1am. oh, and i had a grasshopper sundae, too.

looking around denny's, i remembered how much i disliked manassas. it's really southern and skanky. everyone reminded me of trailer trash... lots of hispanic people, the girls with bleached and hairsprayed hair and too much makeup. black kids acting as innercity as they can. everyone else as greasy as the food, only more distasteful.

but i'm glad i got out of the house. it felt good being in charge of my own transportation, as opposed to waiting for a train, waiting for my ride, being limited by only being able to walk.... ::sigh:: and i don't even have rides or trains or busses out here. so unless i have the car, i'm stuck.

either i'm going to go insane, or i'm going to get caught for taking the car every night. can't i just take a few people back to oregon - or seattle, actually - and have done with it? i don't like this town, i don't like this state, i don't like the weather, i don't like my family, i don't like having to go to church, i don't particularly like my job. well, the job i hope to have, because even though i dislike it, it pays $10/hr. i'll apply to ones in town, though, i'd save money on transportation (train and metro).

i'm not actually unhappy yet, i just felt like doing some preemptive bitching. going to denny's and seeing all those people reminded me that even though there are just as many wackos at denny's in the northwest, i don't find them quite as annoying.

if i find myself praying for the summer to end, i'm going to cry.