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one of the muscles in my back went numb. i can feel it flexing against my skin, but i can't feel the muscle.

i really dislike the style of singing that involves so much vibrato that the singer is incapable of singing a staccato note correctly, and always sounds vaguely out of tune.

and it just makes me cry how many mistakes we overlook in our singing. i miss mrs edelbrock. she was a wonderful choir director, resulting in us being a really good choir. but mrs panell completely ignores all our problems, says we're doing great and wonderful. we completely flubbed a section with odd accidentals, did it every time, and she glossed right over it. when i asked, we went over it once. but that was it.

andy always catches me by surprise when he hugs me... i think he waits till i'm not looking, on purpose. so someone tall wraps his arms around me from behind... i can't twist far enough to see the face, the shirt sleeves are anonymous, so i look down and back at the shoes. and see andy's slippers. every time, for the past several. whenever i see him wearing those slippers it makes me smile, now.