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why do i always manage to fuck myself? things would go a lot better if i actually had a functional memory. in the space of two hours i managed to completely forget about the room selection meeting, and arrived 15 minutes late after celia checked the message logs on the im window i'd left open, figured out where i was, and reminded me. otherwise i wouldn't have remembered at all. i arrived after all the singles had been taken, so now i get to shell out more money and hope they'll give me a double single.

can i start this day over? and a completely well meaning conversation with adam about rewards has left me feeling even worse.