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Apr. 12th, 2001 02:17 amthey almost played halcyon today, for warm up music, and then gabrielle made them put on the normal warm up music after about a minute and a half of it. :( all the actors bitched, too, that music must be driving them insane by now. but i wished i had glow.... i wish i had enough glow to dance every night, but i've only got one. :( maybe i can find a place that sells it here... there's an undergroundish rave spot in seattle's u district that i walk past every time we visit any one, but that's seattle, and they're all ravers... it was funny, i saw someone who looked exactly like the caricatures of ravers when i was there last.
of course, i don't know if they'll play (or even try to play) orbital again, so... ::sigh:: but it made me remember watching drama dance before a show, people all over the theater, and i'd just come out of the hall so i couldn't see the people, just the swirls of color and vague shapes behind them. seen from the side door by westie's office, and me in uncomfy fancy ushing clothes, and watching in a detached sort of way because i wasn't part of it...
i think the reason brad's touchyfeelyness appeals to me is because i generally only touch people i'm comfortable with and close to - other people, i'd be invading their space, or feeling like i was intruding and being annoying. everyone at lc, i'll give hugs to, or something like that, but incidental contact doesn't really seem right. like it has to be deliberate.
but yeah, and i don't really know anyone in cast or crew, and i only just started working on the show, and while i get that feeling of ::stage:: back, i also get the angst of trying to fit in, too.
having friends would be very nice, right about now.
of course, i don't know if they'll play (or even try to play) orbital again, so... ::sigh:: but it made me remember watching drama dance before a show, people all over the theater, and i'd just come out of the hall so i couldn't see the people, just the swirls of color and vague shapes behind them. seen from the side door by westie's office, and me in uncomfy fancy ushing clothes, and watching in a detached sort of way because i wasn't part of it...
i think the reason brad's touchyfeelyness appeals to me is because i generally only touch people i'm comfortable with and close to - other people, i'd be invading their space, or feeling like i was intruding and being annoying. everyone at lc, i'll give hugs to, or something like that, but incidental contact doesn't really seem right. like it has to be deliberate.
but yeah, and i don't really know anyone in cast or crew, and i only just started working on the show, and while i get that feeling of ::stage:: back, i also get the angst of trying to fit in, too.
having friends would be very nice, right about now.