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i've been feeling slightly surreal lately, and it got stronger in social theory. it's like something magical or mystical is just on the edge of consciousness. strange languages whisper just out of earshot, beautiful flowing script on the edge of vision, and if i could just relax enough, my hands and mind would remember what to do to make magic.

i blame hegel.

and now i have to write the cbc application, because i didn't do it last night.