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Sep. 13th, 2002 04:42 ami don't know if it's just late night, or the issues on the seagoth board, or something that's all me, but i'm really lonely and kinda sad right now. WANT. tuesday, only a few more days.
i hate thursdays, but even though today sucked ass, it was still fun. i spent so little time in my room today. class and homework and fencing poster and class and fencing setup and late to class and running to the activities fair. once at the activities fair i discovered that fencing is apparently the most popular club on campus. there are 53 people on my list, and another person i need to add. even if only a third of them show up, that's still about twice what i was expecting. and hopefully gab will be happy to give me more money... "you know how you gave me money for 6 sets of equipment? well... there are 50 people in the club. any ideas?" and i need to ask around the fencing salles in the area to see if anyone qualified wants to sit in for insurance purposes / learn so we don't have to pay 'em. i've really got to talk to shane about insurance. and david says he'll spar with me. :) yay practice with someone i can mold to a style i like fighting against. :)
so yeah, vast amounts of people at the activities fair. probably because we're the only group displaying weaponry. :) then dinner with matt and friends who all signed up to fence. then it was 7 and i'd missed my hall meeting and it was time for the rubberwear party.
that was so much fun. safer sex talk/demonstration by david who was having a ton of fun with it, and then explanation and limited demonstration by people from it's my pleasure. the woman who was talking had very good stage presence, and was so comfortable with herself and what she was talking about that the people listening were less embarrassed than they would have been otherwise. she passed around everything - lube, condoms, vibrators, dildos, buttplugs, harnesses, and floggers. they had a model of a vibrator that has been bought for me... it seemed woefully underpowered. but i think it'll do anyway. :) there was a really neat double dildo that can be used with a harness - the two ends are at different angles, so it's actually comfortable and effective. the presenter brought her girlfriend on whom she demonstrated things like strap on positioning and flogger technique. i can't describe how the girlfriend came across... not embarrassed, but not engaged either. i guess she was just "yes dear"ing her way through it, although when i talked to her afterwards there was certainly more to her than that.
i really need an actual bottle of lube. sample packets just don't cut it. and now there are all these toys i want to try out. :) it was all very exciting. and coupons! 25% off! that's the biggest sale the store ever has, so it's a good deal. and unisex is trying to organize a school van to take people out to shop, which will be great; if it ends up getting planned in the evening, the store will have special hours for us, since they close at 7. i'm personally hoping for special classes. :) apparently they have lots of classes on things like flogging, anal sex, female ejaculation... fun stuff! ::grin:: talking about sex with people who are well informed and like informing others is lots of fun and sadly doesn't happen that often.
and then i played with david's ferret and drooled over darkwood with him (i want a pappenheimer with a pierced plate design and matching ring dagger), gave him pointers on how to order from them and all, and then finally came back to my room. and hell if i know what i've been doing for the past 6 hours... catching up on email and livejournal and seagoth. time suck.
hopefully i can get away with not having done my linguistics homework. taking a shower after class tomorrow, then napping, then cleaning. saturday and sunday i'm housesitting for tricia's dad, with thu. cats and fridge and hot tub and laundry and $20. not a bad deal. :)
i'm in some mood where i have no fucking clue what i'm feeling. dead tired or energetic, happy or sad, loner or lonely or social. i can't even tell if i'm frustrated by it or apathetic.
tomorrow is a good day to go gothing. i emailed diana to see if she and bonnie (cute punky girl) want to go out. dunno if bonnie's 21 or has id that claims she is, though. i am excited because bonnie knows where i can probably get thigh high tights. i wanna wear them with my plaid minikilt. :) then i can finally see if garters are sexy or silly. :)
i should sleep now. or possibly two hours ago.
i hate thursdays, but even though today sucked ass, it was still fun. i spent so little time in my room today. class and homework and fencing poster and class and fencing setup and late to class and running to the activities fair. once at the activities fair i discovered that fencing is apparently the most popular club on campus. there are 53 people on my list, and another person i need to add. even if only a third of them show up, that's still about twice what i was expecting. and hopefully gab will be happy to give me more money... "you know how you gave me money for 6 sets of equipment? well... there are 50 people in the club. any ideas?" and i need to ask around the fencing salles in the area to see if anyone qualified wants to sit in for insurance purposes / learn so we don't have to pay 'em. i've really got to talk to shane about insurance. and david says he'll spar with me. :) yay practice with someone i can mold to a style i like fighting against. :)
so yeah, vast amounts of people at the activities fair. probably because we're the only group displaying weaponry. :) then dinner with matt and friends who all signed up to fence. then it was 7 and i'd missed my hall meeting and it was time for the rubberwear party.
that was so much fun. safer sex talk/demonstration by david who was having a ton of fun with it, and then explanation and limited demonstration by people from it's my pleasure. the woman who was talking had very good stage presence, and was so comfortable with herself and what she was talking about that the people listening were less embarrassed than they would have been otherwise. she passed around everything - lube, condoms, vibrators, dildos, buttplugs, harnesses, and floggers. they had a model of a vibrator that has been bought for me... it seemed woefully underpowered. but i think it'll do anyway. :) there was a really neat double dildo that can be used with a harness - the two ends are at different angles, so it's actually comfortable and effective. the presenter brought her girlfriend on whom she demonstrated things like strap on positioning and flogger technique. i can't describe how the girlfriend came across... not embarrassed, but not engaged either. i guess she was just "yes dear"ing her way through it, although when i talked to her afterwards there was certainly more to her than that.
i really need an actual bottle of lube. sample packets just don't cut it. and now there are all these toys i want to try out. :) it was all very exciting. and coupons! 25% off! that's the biggest sale the store ever has, so it's a good deal. and unisex is trying to organize a school van to take people out to shop, which will be great; if it ends up getting planned in the evening, the store will have special hours for us, since they close at 7. i'm personally hoping for special classes. :) apparently they have lots of classes on things like flogging, anal sex, female ejaculation... fun stuff! ::grin:: talking about sex with people who are well informed and like informing others is lots of fun and sadly doesn't happen that often.
and then i played with david's ferret and drooled over darkwood with him (i want a pappenheimer with a pierced plate design and matching ring dagger), gave him pointers on how to order from them and all, and then finally came back to my room. and hell if i know what i've been doing for the past 6 hours... catching up on email and livejournal and seagoth. time suck.
hopefully i can get away with not having done my linguistics homework. taking a shower after class tomorrow, then napping, then cleaning. saturday and sunday i'm housesitting for tricia's dad, with thu. cats and fridge and hot tub and laundry and $20. not a bad deal. :)
i'm in some mood where i have no fucking clue what i'm feeling. dead tired or energetic, happy or sad, loner or lonely or social. i can't even tell if i'm frustrated by it or apathetic.
tomorrow is a good day to go gothing. i emailed diana to see if she and bonnie (cute punky girl) want to go out. dunno if bonnie's 21 or has id that claims she is, though. i am excited because bonnie knows where i can probably get thigh high tights. i wanna wear them with my plaid minikilt. :) then i can finally see if garters are sexy or silly. :)
i should sleep now. or possibly two hours ago.